Be simple

Last blog which I wrote long back was on my negativism. I was really frustrated in those days. I had a feeling that I was losing in all fronts of life, be it very silly or a substantial one. The effect of both was same, a sheer frustration. While writing about that time, I am at present getting the feeling of pessimism which I don't want, at least for a while.
Now a days there is lot happening around me or even triggered by me. These surrounding events are really creating pressure. Whatever may be the cause of these events, the end results "would" be, and well I should say "must" be changing my life.

I am not able to find out what I exactly want. Most of the time I try to logically break down subjectivity called life but unfortunately I lack the skill of thinking so rationally. Eventually mind ends up in a persistently confused state. I think while considering all factors to handle the matter or many matters at hand, I shouldn't forget what I want and what my needs are.

I know nobody going to tell me what I want and I have to find it out myself. At least the quest of knowing would help me understand lot many things. As someone say there is nothing called "absolute self awareness" there is always a pursuit of it. Some people around me say that I think a lot. I say I think therefore I am confused.

In reality I am fighting with myself. Some school of thoughts in my mind are in conflicting states with some other. The solution of these fights is either ignorance which I really feel is a bliss, or capacity to make things simple and take a logically supported tough stance.

What I feel is a gift to make things simple. I love when great problems (it's a perception which remains a fact in at least 99% cases) of life could get resolved in a simple and straight forward way.

And I think when simple gets going, going gets simple.

So lets try to be simple...